All that was asked
I was asked today “How do you hide your feelings?” It’s not easy, it’s a pretty fucking hard thing to do, especially because they’re for you. The truth is, I need to hide my feelings from you, I need to distance myself from you, we both know this. But for god sake, it’s so hard. Everything’s so hard when I just want you, when I have you but at the very same time I don’t have you. It’s just so hard to want to be part of your life. I’m willing to do anything to have a part of you with me every day. But please, I hope there will be a next time. I’m not sure if there will be, I’m too scared to ask you. I just want you though, right here, right now.
About you
I realized it was about you, it has been now for two months. No matter what I do, I can’t shake myself from you. You do terrible things and make the world an even worse place to be. But you are such a beautiful creature in this evil place. It’s been about you now for two months. I’m not sure where were going, I’m not sure of how you feel, but I can hope that while I’m in your life I mean something to you like you mean something to me.
